As a teacher I always enjoyed teaching
night classes. There is something about the active serenity of the
campus at night that just calms my soul and reaffirms my joy in
education. At least that is how I used to feel until one fall
semester twelve years ago.
Although it was called ‘fall’
semester, it began at the peak of Central California summer in
mid-August. So, it was still nearly 90 degrees outside as I trudged
across campus to “Societal Impact of Paranormal Literature” or,
as my colleagues called it, my “Ghosties and Ghoulies 1A” class.
Opening the door I felt the door, I
luxuriated for a few seconds in the cool blast of air conditioning,
and then walked to the podium where I scanned the class. It was the
usual assortment for the G&G class. Bored twenty-something
students taking the class to fill in that last lit requirement before
graduation, the Goth kids with their spike collars, spike
earpiercings and spiked hair, and the reentry students in their
thirties to fifties who were probably a mixture of students pursuing
a degree and those from the community auditing the class under the
college’s “enrichment” program.
I tapped a button on a remote I
concealed in my hand. A piercing scream blasted out of the computer
speakers. The initial startled response was followed by the equally
predictable nervous laughter. Only one person neither jumped nor
laughed. He sat still, smiling.
He wore a tweed jacket with brown
slacks. His shirt was open at the neck, but he wore a monogrammed
ascot of some sort. It would have seemed pretentious on anyone else,
but on him it looked perfectly natural. His hair was gray. His skin
was beige. His jaw as square and his age indecipherable. He seemed
perfectly middle aged, yet both younger and older than that at once.
I stopped staring at the man who
stirred feelings in me that an old maid school teacher had almost
forgotten existed inside her.
“What scares you?” I began my
normal opening day spiel. Silence. Another norm. No one wants to be
first.
“Come on, what scares you, Besides
being the first to speak up in class.” Nervous laughter.
A cultured voice with a Brittish
sounding accent drifted over the crowd. “Loss. Loss is the root of
all my fears. Loss of control. Loss of a limb. Loss of life. Loss of
family and friends. Sadly, the older I get the more I loose. So the
prospect of loss is my worst fear.” I felt almost like the man in
the tweed jacket and I were the only two in the room as he spoke. But
again my professionalism kicked in. I mentally shook myself and wrote
down “LOSS” in capital letters on the board.
“That’s certainly true I think for
many of us as we grow older, Mr….? I’m sorry I promise to learn
all your names by semester’s end.”
“The name is Collins, Bradford
Collins.”
“Collins. I think I can remember
that.”
“So who else? What causes you to
fear?” The discussion picked up after that with the usual suspects
– snakes, slimy things, unearthly things, ghosts, werewolves,
vampires, things that go bump in the night, dismemberment and death
by torture.
As class wrapped up, I gave the reading
assignment for the week – Dracula. May as well start with a
classic. The next week we would deal with glittering teenage
vampires.
As I was putting my books back in my
bag, Bradford Collins stopped by the desk. He stood quietly until I
finished my task.
“I don’t know why I bring so many
things with me,” I said pushing the last paperback into a hole just
a bit too small for it. “I never use half of them. But then if I
left half of them home, that would be the half I’d need.”
Collins laughed a deep masculine laugh
appropriate to the level of the joke. “I just wanted to say I am
looking forward to this class. I am a fan of paranormal literature
and you put on a great performance up there tonight. Have you had any
acting experience?”
“Only 30 years of teaching. Everyday
I go on stage and do my dog and pony show, hoping just a few of the
students actually learn something that will stick past the final
exam. If one of them does, then I have done my job. However, Mr.
Collins, you sound as if you may have spent time in the theatre.”
Collins shrugged, “Oh just one of
many jobs I’ve had over the years. I could never seem to settle on
any one thing or in any one town. And please call me Bradford. But
not Brad, please. I don’t feel like a ‘Brad.’”
I had to agree. It would do a
disservice to this sophisticated gentleman to assign a hasty nickname
to him. We both stood silent for a moment. Then he said, “Well,
I’ll see you next week.” He touched the top of his forehead with
two fingers and went out the door. I watched him leave and felt a bit
breathless.
Then shook my head. “Come on, Lady.
You aren’t 17 and he isn’t THAT good looking.” I took a deep
breath picked up my bag and headed out the door.
* * * *
“The Dracula story set up many of the
key elements of the literary myth of vampires which survive to this
day – The fear of daylight, the drinking of blood, the sleeping in
a coffin, the Eastern European origins of the vampire and the nascent
sexuality of the vampire…”
“Yeah, so sexy… Yum.” Jennifer
was one of those dreamy eyed freshmen who flirted with every male
under the age of thirty in the class. “I’d love to have one of
them bite my neck.”
After the laughter calmed down, I said.
“Well, maybe today’s more tame literary vampires, but the
original stories portrayed the vampire as evil incarnate, the
bloodsucking undead without souls and thus without conscience.”
“What if the vampire was not the
undead?” The rich baritone caught me by surprise.
“What do you mean, Bradford?”
“Well, suppose that he or she was
just a different type of creature a different species of human being,
say, that stayed hidden except for the legends. He or she might have
a soul and a conscience, might he not?”
“Interesting philosophical question.
What do you think class?” Knowing better than to ruin a good
discussion question with my own opinion, I let the students have at
it.
The goth students in the class were
very committed to the idea of the undead. They like the idea of power
and the supernatural. The students who were more in the science
fiction than into horror, seemed intrigued with the idea. Then there
were the students were barely stay awake, but that's a common sight
in a night class.
After class, Bradford stop by the desk
and waited for all the other students to leave. He smiled. "That
was very clever how you avoided my question."
"I had hoped that you wouldn't
notice. As a teacher, I have to remain mostly neutral. I don't cause
the learning to take place as much as I create an environment in
which the learning can take place. The more I interject my own
personal opinion into the class, the more intimidated the students,
particularly the younger ones, become."
Bradford nodded. "Well the
students are gone now. What do you really think?"
"About bloodsucking things which
may or may not be undead? I am an academic, a scholar. I love reading
this literature but I don't believe it. However, if you're asking in
general about the possibilities, then I would have to say that
anything is possible. It is quite possible that two species developed
along parallel tracks throughout history. One might well have needed
to feed off of the other. That feeding could have led to the vampire
myths. Most legends are rooted in some sort of truth. So I guess it
is possible. However if you ask if I believe that, I would have to
say no. It is just an interesting speculation."
“I must confess,” Bradford looked
down at the floor like a little boy ready to admit breaking a lamp.
“I took this class with an ulterior motive. I want to write a
novel.”
“About vampires, right?” I smiled
and he nodded. “Well, they are a popular topic today. Your idea of
a parallel species would be an interesting twist on the subject.”
“Yes, I thought so, too.” Bradford
was suddenly animated. While always engaged, in class he was
reserved. I could see the passion of a writer in his eyes. “Maybe
we could get together for coffee someday, and I could run a few ideas
by you. I’d really value your opinion.”
“Why, yes, that would be fine.” To
my embarrassment I found myself yawning. “Maybe after next class
session. I don’t know why, but I feel a bit sleepy right now.”
I sat down in the chair behind the desk
and leaned back. I always feel a little bit tired after a long class
session. The teacher gives out so much of herself that at the end of
an hour or two you feel completely drained.
"Oh, I'm sorry. You must be
exhausted, and I'm tiring you out even more." Before he could
say anything Bradford had already exited the room the door closing
behind him. He was such an interesting man. Somehow, just thinking
about him after he left gave me another burst of energy.
***
“Okay, you have read Dracula
and you watched Twilight. Those are two very different takes
on the vampire mythos.” As I spoke, I couldn't help directing my
words toward Bradford. Meeting for coffee the night before had turned
into a full dinner and a five hour conversation about everything from
philosophy to the history of the Renaissance. He was well versed on
so many subjects. I forced myself to focus on the Goth Girl with the
pierced eyebrows in the front row.
“So, what I want you to do is to
break up into your small groups put together a short 5-10 minute skit
giving a completely new spin on vampires. You'll have the rest of the
class session today to plan and then next week, you'll have a half
hour to get ready and then you will present to the class.”
It was one of my most popular
exercises. Most played it for laughs. Sometimes, though, a group came
up with a skit that could actually be the basis of a novel or movie.
Brad's group was one of those. The script was short, but complete
with a beginning, middle and end. It reflected Brad's idea of
vampires as a sub-species of human that originally lived in harmony
with humans. They also presented the vampires not a feeding off the
blood directly, but from the life force carried in the blood by
psychically draining off that life force during the night while the
people slept.
The story was of the last vampire and
his wandering. Being free of illness, in their story, vampires could
only die of extreme violence. Even wounds that would kill most humans
didn't affect the vampire making them very long lived. But over time
accidents and violence reduced their number to one who mourning the
loss of his vampire wife contemplates suicide, but eventually opts
for life.
It was poignant and the Terrance, the,
young man playing the vampire, really gave the sense of one who had
outlived his time. You could see weariness in those young eyes. Brad,
didn't take part. He apparently wrote the script.
***
“That was quite a script you wrote
last week,” pre-class coffee had become a tradition for Brad and
myself. I felt a bit uneasy seeing a student socially, but he was
just auditing the class, so there was no real ethical issue involved.
Besides, there was something about him. When I was with him, I felt
at ease. He had the ability to draw you out and really listen to what
you had to say. I guess that's all any of us really want. To be
known. To be understood. To be heard. I tried to return the favor,
but he was always able to turn the conversation back to me or his
novel idea.
“Thanks.” For the first time since
I met this man his confidence seemed a bit shaken. “I – I hoped
you would like it.”
“I suspect that character is the main
character for your novel. Am I right?” His smile was like that of a
child who got two gold stars on his paper.
“Yes, I'm thinking of calling the
story, The Last Vampire. It
will follow the final days of a vampire who had lived since the
middle ages and has seen everyone he loved die, who has to live
furtively, moving from town to town and place to place, who must be
careful not to be around anyone for too many days or he will
inadvertently drain that person of their life force. Who just wants
to die, but cannot take his own life.”
“Sounds
like you have given this a lot of thought. It must have taken you
hours to build up this alternate species and then make it
sympathetic. I would love to read the manuscript when you finish
it.”
He
smiled an enigmatic smile and nodded, almost shyly. I began to reach
across the table to touch his hand when my cell phone beeped. I
paused a moment, but my professionalism over rode my passion. And not
for the first time.
“Hello.”
I knew my voice sounded sharp and I didn't care. “Yes. Uh, huh. I
understand. Terrance, too? Okay, yes. Take care of yourselves and get
some notes from the others when you get back.”
Brad
frowned and his eyes narrowed. “What's wrong?”
“Oh,
nothing much. Apparently, Cindy Lawson, she's one of the members of
your group, collapsed. They took her to the emergency room. She was
found to be anemic, but she has no history of anemia either for
herself or her family. Oddly enough, while she was in the emergency
room Terrance was brought in suffering from extreme fatigue.”
“Will
they be alright?” Brad's concern for his class mates was touching,
but not unexpected. He was a gentleman and a gentle man.
“Yes,
they just need some medicine and bed rest for a few days. That was
Cindy calling to tell me she wouldn't be in class tonight.” I
slipped the cell back into my purse and glanced at my watch. “We'd
better go. Class starts in a half hour.”
“Of
course, I'll catch up with you,” Brad's voice was shaky and his
eyes seemed to focus on something far away. “And Thank you!”
“For
what?”
“The
coffee and the conversation.” He said smiling that controled yet
sincere smile.
“Coffee's
cheap and conversation is free. You'll catch the coffee the next
time. I've got to run.”
That
was the last time I saw him. I fretted all the way through class. By
the end of the session, I was exhausted. They picked me up in the
hallway and called the EMT's. At the hospital, they said my red blood
cell count was down and that I was suffering from anemia related
fatigue.
Since
I was confined to bed for a few days, I tried to find Brad using my
trusty cell phone. The phone number the school had on record
returned some beeps and the message that the phone had been
disconnected. I called the main office of the apartment complex where
he lived. The manager said, he gave his 30 day notice, paid in
advance and moved out leaving his furniture and appliances just
taking a few personal items.
I
tried the hospitals, but no one matching his description had been
admitted. In a few days, I recovered and went back to teaching.
Student's drop classes all the time. I know this. Yet, Brad, Brad was
different. I thought- Well, that was a silly thought for a
middle-aged old maid professor. Still I would miss that self-assured
presence in the audience.
As the
semester wound down and the term papers began to appear in my online
in-box, I had almost forgotten about the mysterious man with his
lovely idea for a novel. I fumbled for my card key to unlock the door
to the faculty mail boxes but the postal carrier took pity on me and
used hers to let us both in.
“Hey,
I've got something for you,” she said as she reached into her cart.
She pulled out a stuffy envelope of the sort review copies of
textbooks came in. Considering I get 3-4 of those a week, I was
unimpressed.
“Goody,
another textbook to review. Is that all you have?”
“That's
it. Have a nice day.”
Back
in the car, I decided to look at my new “treasure.” I pulled the
tab to open the envelope. Oddly enough it had no company logo or
forwarding address.
The
book slid out. The title froze me in my tracks. It read: The
Last Vampire. After staring at
the cover for several minutes, I opened the book to the title page
and read these words. “Thanks to you, he lives!”
3 comments:
Very nice. I enjoyed this one.
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